Friday, June 16, 2006

::Red hair::






Quem me conhece bem (ou pelo menos quem conviveu comigo na época que eu trabalhava no Cinemark) sabe que eu odeio amargamente uma ruiva tosca, mas tirando essa monstra adoro e admiro muuuuitas outras ... Essas são alguns exemplos... =)

Within Temptation



Pronto, já arranjei letras pra postar, mas não por causa do momento nem nada especial, apenas pelo o Within ser especial mesmo! E também como já havia colocado as preferidas do Epica e do After Forever, faltava do Within... Banda que me fez começar a ouvir vocal feminino e a primeira banda que escutei do estilo Gothic Metal também, antes mesmo do Nightwish (que na época já conhecia de nome mas nem dava atenção!)! E como eu amo intensamente WT é super difícil escolher uma música só, então vão duas de cada albúm, hehe...


Another Day

I know you’re going away
I take my love into another day
In my thoughts you're with me
Fell in love with your ways
I know you are going away
Leaves my heart into a daze
I know you are going away
Leaves a void in my heart and soul
Wherever you are, whatever you do
I feel the world surrounding you
Wherever you are, whatever you do
I know your independent but I’m trying to get through to you
Wherever you are, wherever you are
Don’t you know it al depents on you


Candles


Take away,
these hands of darkness.
Reaching for my soul.
Now, the cold wind
blows out my candles.
Feeling,
only fear,
without any hope.
A thousand dark moons.
A thousand winters long.
A million fallen stars,
the candle burns in the womb
We trie not to forget,
they live through us.
Slowly they die away at every candle's end
A thousand darm moons,
A thousand winters long.
A million fallen star,
the candle burns in the womb.
We trie not to forget,
They live through us
Slowly they die away at every candle's end.


World Of Make Believe

On golden wings
She flies at night
With her dress
It's blinding white
Countless diamonds
And her long blonde hair
The queen is coming
So you better be aware
Her plums and flowers
They're never the same
Blue and silver
It's all her game
Flying dragons
And enchanted woods
She decides, she creates
It's her reality
[REF:] In her world of dreams and make believe
She reigns forever
With all her glory
Unicorns appear in her sight
The fireflies lead her trough these woods at night
In search of the legendary amulet
And it's secret
In the big oak there is a door
Which will lead her
To the wizard shore
And she'll ask him
For the wind to sail her home
To the world where she belongs
In her world of dreams and make believe
She reigns forever
With all her glory
In this world of endless fantasy
She makes it happen
It's her reality
In her world of dreams and make believe
She reigns forever
With all her glory
In this world of endless fantasy
She makes it happen
It's her reality


Ice Queen

When leaves have fallen
And skies turned into grey.
The night keeps on closing in on the day
A nightingale sings his song of farewel
You'd better hide for her freezing hell
On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You'd better believe it.
When she embraces
Your heart turns to stone
She comes at night when you are all alone
And when she whispers
Your blood shall run cold
You'd better hide before she finds you
Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world
She covers the earth with a breathtaking cloak
The sun awakes and melts it away
The world now opens its eyes and sees
The dawning of a new day
On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You better believe it.
Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world


Memories

In this world you tried
not leaving me alone heart.
There's no other way.
I prayed to the gods let him stay.
The memories ease the pain inside,
now I know why.
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine keep you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
You silent whispers, silent tears.
Made me promise I'd try
to find my way back in this life.
I hope there is a way
to give me a sign you're ok.
Reminds me again it's worth it all
so I can go home.
Together in all these memories
I see your smile.
All the memories I hop dear.
Darling, you know I will love you
until the end of time.
All of my memories...


Aquarius

I hear your whispers
break the silence and it calms me down.
Your taste on my lips,
your salty kisses.
They say I;m seeking out the danger.
That one day you won't let me go,
I'll drown, you'll take me down
I need you Aquarius,
enchanted I will have to stay.
I feel you Aquarius,
cause you the sea set me free.
You call to me Aquarius.
You call to me, you set me free
I relinquish to your powers.
From your grasp, I just can't hide.
I missed the danger I had to conquer.
You made me feel alive.
They say I have to be aware,
that one day you won't let me go,
I'll drown, you'll take me down.
I need you Aquarius,
enchantedI will have to stay.
I feel you Aquarius,
cause you the sea set me free.
You call to me Aquarius.
I long for you Aquarius.
I need to be with you again.
I fear you, Aquarius
My destiny till the end.



*Sharon Del Adel*

Crucify
Cover by Tori Amos

Every finger in the room
is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell our now
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Just what God needs
One more victim
[Chorus:]
Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Got a kick for a dog
Beggin' for Love
I gotta have my suffering
So that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
He says will you ever learn
You're just an empty cage girl
If you kill the bird
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Got enough guilt to start
my own religion
Please be
Save me
I cry
[Chorus:]
Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you

Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains

Uhn...


Dia normal, sem graça, sem nada de bom nem de ruim (pelo menos isso né...). Como não aconteceu nada hoje não terá letra de música! Será que eu consigo? Acho que não, vou tentar arranjar alguma já já...

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Indignação!!!

Muito indignada com alguns acontecimentos dessa semana... Não quero detalhar, mas fiquei sabendo o quanto é burocrático tentar fazer justiça nesse país... Em alguns casos não adianta lutarmos por algo que tiraram de nós, eles não estão nem aí... É f*da viu...
E indignada também com a rádio 89 FM, antiga "rádio rock", se é que já foi um dia... Mas agora passaram dos limites... Sem o programa Dobalacobaco, sem o Zé Luis e companhia, sem a Luka e outros locutores ótimos, e agora com mais tranqueiras ainda na programação... Indignada é pouco!!! Espero que a Kiss FM não traia seus ouvintes tão cedo...

Pra mostrar a minha revolta com aqueles que tentam "controlar" o jogo que não devíamos jogar...



Helloween - A Game We Shouldn't Play

Do you believe in fate or chances
Design or coincidences
Would you say that all the people
Live their life for good and evil
Some have reached the end of patience
Start to play with God's creation
They know you
Control you
In a game we shouldn't play
Corrupt your heart
And make you part
Of a game we shouldn't play
We run blind
In a game we shouldn't play
Its all a game we shouldn't play
If we shall die now it will happen
If we're good we'll come to heaven
If we shall live it will be so
End your life and you'll see limbo
All is fixed and predetermined
Only time will stretch new sins
He loves you
Alarms you
Of a game we shouldn't play
He tells your heart
To stay apart
From a game we shouldn't play
We run blind
In a game we shouldn't play
Its that kind of game we shouldn't play
Manipulations on the genes
Nuclear contaminated seeds
Clone of the clone in the breeder's zone
Its a game
A game we shouldn't play
We run blind
In a game we shouldn't play
Its that kind of game we shouldn't play

Ai ai...



I'm feeling free... É tão bom isso... Deixar os pratos limpos e os pingos nos "I"... E ver que mais uma vez eu criei expectativas e deu no que deu... Pelo menos agora estou livre!!! E feliz!!! Será que um dia eu aprendo??? Tomara!

E descobri também que meus instintos de "bruxa" e minhas interpretações de sonhos não falham!!! Eu já sabia... (frase dita por mim mesma quando tinha uns 2 anos de idade... irônica desde pirralha!!!)

Um dia faço um curso de Tarot!!!

Hoje fiz nada... De bom só foi ficar na net, conversei mó tempão (pra variar!) com minha migona Paulete no MSN e mais uma vez concluimos que a astrologia não mente jamais!!! Leoninos estão no mesmo ritmo de vida... E só eu e a Paulete sabemos o que estamos passando nestes últimos dias ou semanas!!! Te adoro miga!!! Ah, fiz umas coisinhas em casa... Mas nada demais, tirei o dia pra "panguar" mesmo, já saí demais, mas daqui a pouco eu volto ao meu ritmo de "rueira" de sempre... =)

Provavelmente fim-de-semana vou viajar e ver meus filhos lindos, eeeeeee!!! Vamos ver quem mais vai, tanta gente quer ir... =/


Como não podia faltar...


Lacuna Coil - Cold

Skin so cold
I knew you'd go away
And now I put you down to lay
Nothing to feel for you
This was our last dance
Closer and closer, it's time to surrender
To the desire that you cannot mention
Don't try to breath
Don't try to run away
But I'm reaching for the sky
Won't you please stay(going to fly)
But I'm reaching for the sky
Won't you please stay(going to fly)
With a smile I watch you go
You'll never know that I didn't cry
With a smile I saw you die
You'll never know I didn't cry
Closer and closer, it's time to surrender
To the desire that you cannot mention
Don't are agree
To try to run away
But I'm reaching for the sky
Won't you please stay(going to fly)
But I'm reaching for the sky
Won't you please stay(going to fly)
To fly…
No more fear
They said you were so weak
And now I put you down to lay
Nothing to feel for you
This was our last chance
Closer and closer, it's time to surrender
To the desire that you cannot mention
Don't are agree
To try to run away
But I'm reaching for the sky
Won't you please stay(going to fly)



Epica - Veniality

Searching for what she can't find
For her own peace of mind
She can't forgive,
Nor forget the past
These ineffable feelings and hurt that last evermore
Bewail the truth, the face of fate, and conquer all the past
Don't employ yourself, let the penance begin
You've got to open your heart
to see the confinement
Bewail the truth, the face of fate, and conquer all the past
Bewail the truth, the face of fate, and conquer all the past
These seem so futile,
Forget this,
Your freedom
The present state of veniality
Bewail the truth, the face of fate, and conquer all the past
Bewail the truth, the face of fate, and conquer all the past
Bewail the truth, the face of fate, and conquer all the past
Search for the right,
And then you'll find
Your own peace of mind



>>> EPICA!!! Banda perfeita, música perfeita e minha preferida (do Epica...)!!!

One more perfect song!

After Forever - My Pledge Of Allegiance #1

She kept her beauty concealed behind a curtain of suspense
and endures her fate, molded by an ancient culture
The honour wasn’t allowed to be injured
She is going to live as her community expects her to
I find myself confined between furtive desires and feelings of
guilt
the letter:
These are my last words, I’m gonna leave you
I can’t stand your narrow mindedness any longer
Forgive me...



>>> AFTER FOREVER !!! Banda perfeita, música perfeita e minha preferida (do After...)!!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Mais uma...

Helloween - A Handful of Pain


I believe what we called a game
Is more than just a handful of pain
I still remember every hour
Every second has been hours
Far away from many burden
We met eyes without a curtain
Headless into a new sensation
Wether brain nor fear of patience
Careless we had a game to play
you crossed my way for twenty days
Why don't you just heal
The yearning that I feel?
Hey, what we called a game
Is more than just a handful of pain
We got the wrong ways
Cause I believe it's more
than just a handful of pain
We got the wrong ways
Cause I believe it's more
than just a handful of pain
We're different colours, diferent nature
Both we weer like pupil and teacher
It's a puzzle with two pieces
Still not done 'cause one still misses
Helpless I go through unknown stages
A chapter of life which has missing pages
Torture not owly phisical
It pains unbound, way way down
Why don't you just heal
The yearning that I feel?
Hey, I believe what we called a game
Is more than just a handful of pain
We got the wrong ways
Cause I believe it's more
than just a handful of pain
We got the wrong ways
Cause I believe it's more
than just a handful of pain

Não podia faltar letrinhas de música...

Enigma - Return To Innocence

Love-Devotion
Feeling-Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence.
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence



Angra - Time

This time I wanna know what life means...
... to live it again
I'm looking forward, feel the light shine in my eyes
And now I know, my instincts were not wrong
And many things can be done
I don't believe now
That I'm dreaming alone
Oh, we're searching for the love
that everyone's got, but can't see
Oh, beyond the flesh and blood
there's so much hidden behind
as so much more we've gotta give...
Sanity brings up the sadness
that keeps your illusions locked in a little box
Fright comes, you find yourself lonely
in a cage of conclusions crowding your mind
You sit back bowing your head
Every answer - yes
Why don't you trust me and shed out your fears,
Running over the tears you've contained
now cover up your eyes
- Is it good for you?
I will be here when fire burns!
Welcome on board
over here is the ship of your life
So rotten that will cast away
I'll be your sweet lullaby all the night
And if you get lost you can hold my hand...
And I'll be here when fire burns
(Inside your heart)
Climb up the hills and mountains,
don't forget what you've learned!
Life makes us feel the time we cannot hold
Time makes us live a tale already told
Time makes us heal a feeling inside
a feeling that lies in our heart
that we stole away...
And I'll be here when fire burns
(Inside your heart)
Climb up the hills and mountains,
don't forget what you've learned!
Life makes us feel (life makes us feel)
The time we cannot hold
Time makes us live (time makes us live)
A tale already told
Time makes us heal (time makes us heal)
A feeling inside
a feeling that lies in our heart
that we stole away
...



>>> ANGRA!!! Taí uma banda que é simplesmente foda! O nome tem tudo a ver comigo, trocadilho de Deusa da fogo com "angry"! E essa música é perfeita...

=)

EEE!! Hoje estou beeem mais calma, quem sabe hoje eu destravo minha garganta pra falar o que é preciso, só espero ser compreendida e também estar tomando a decisão correta pro momento... =/

Whatever... Ontem (13.06.06) foi mó legal! Fomos todos dispensados da central às 14hs (não imaginava isso daquela empresa cheia de frescuras...), pensei comigo mesma, "não quero ir pra casa, não tem niguém lá e não vou ter o que fazer..." Decidi ligar pra primona dodói Laine, faria algum tipo de visita pra ela mas ela num tava... =/ ... Liguei então pra Juzinha e ela ia num boliche no Tatuapé (nem é longe, principalmente pra quem saiu de Sto Amaro!!!). Fui de gansa, hehe! Cheguei super atrasada pro combinado mas beleza, o pessoal não ficou com tanta raiva assim! Enfim, foi super divertido, até acertei mais pontos do que eu imaginei! Apesar da pistinha semi torta... Quero de novo!!! Tô toda quebrada por causa da brincadeira, hahaha!!! E ainda por cima tomei um suco super gelado, minha garganta tá meio zoada... =/

Como estou mais calma hoje tô ouvindo uns sonzinhos mais agitadinhos... Chemichal Brothers e algumas da trilha do Matrix Reloaded que amo tanto!!!

>>> Super cansada, preciso dormir, mas preciso fazer uma ligação ainda ... =/

Monday, June 12, 2006

Nhai...

Num quero comentar muito de hoje, na verdade falei (foi muito difícil mas falei) o quanto eu estava brava mas agora que já sei o que aconteceu (?) estou um pouco mais calma ... Só um pouco, eu não fico calma rápido (é foda ser rancorosa...), e é bom que saibam disso mesmo... Algumas poucas pessoas sabem que quando eu não gosto de alguém (ou pelo menos quando estou brava) eu prefiro não falar, mas também do que adianta, se eu estava muito mais nervosa no dia anterior? Nem teve graça... Caraca, odeio não mostrar minha raiva na hora certa e também odiei não consegui falar tudo na hora... Coisas de nervosismo... Isso vai mudar...


Como eu ainda não estou muuuuuuito calma...


All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your
Thoughtless scheaming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down ,down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take you turn lashing out me
I want you crying with you
Dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your
Thoughtless scheaming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take you turn lashing out me
I want you crying with you
Dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your
Thoughtless scheaming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died.
They all screamed, and cried.
Gonna take you down.
Gonna take you down.
Gonna take you down.
Gonna take you down.
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your
Thoughtless scheaming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your
Thoughtless scheaming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Sunday, June 11, 2006

=/


Como eu falei anteriormente... quando eu gosto eu gosto mesmo porém quando eu quero eu quero na hora, depois eu não quero mais... Costumo ser muito intensa...Don't hurt me... Never!



Dream Theater - The Mirror

Temptation-
Why won't you leave me alone?
Lurking Every Corner, everywhere I go
Self Control-
Don't turn your back on me now
When I need you the most
Constant pressure tests my will
My will or my won't
My Self Control escapes from me still...
Hypocrite-
How could you be so cruel
and expect my faith in return?
Resistance-
Is not as hard as it seems
When you close the door
I spent so long trusting in you
I've tried to forget
Just when I thought I believed in you...
"What're you doing?
What're you doing?"
It's time for me to deal
Becoming all too real
living in fear-
Why did you lie and pretend?
This has come to an end
I'll never trust you again
It's time you made your amends
Look in the mirror my friend
"That I haven't behaved as I should"
"Everything you need is around you.
The only danger is inside you."
"I thought you could control life,
but it's not like that. There are
things you can't control."
Let's stare the problem right in the eye
It's plagued me from coast to coast
Racing the clock to please everyone
All but the one who matters the most
Reflections of reality
are slowly coming into view
How in the hell could you possibly forgive me?
After all the hell I put you through
It's time for me to deal
Becoming all too real
living in fear-
Why'd I betray my friend?
Lying until the end
Living life so pretend
It's time to make my amends
I'll never hurt you again




Nightwish - Feel For You

You were my first love
The earth moving under me
Bedroom scent, beauty ardent
Distant shiver, heaven sent
I'm the snow on your lips
The freezing taste, the silvery sip
I'm the breath on your hair
The endless nightmare, devil's lair
Only so many times
I can say I long for you
The lily among the thorns
The prey among the wolves
Someday, I will feed a snake
Drink her venom, stay awake
With time all pain will fade
Through your memory I will wade
Barely cold in her grave
Barely warm in my bed
Settling for a draw tonight
Puppet girl, your strings are mine
This one is for you for you
Only for you
Just give in to it never think again
I feel for you

?

Odeio dúvidas, odeio não saber o que ocorre a minha volta, não saber o que estão pensando de mim, odeio ser sincera demais a ponto de machucar ou sufocar as pessoas... ODEIO!!! Mas é assim que sou, sou sincera mesmo e por isso pago o preço de estar como estou, na dúvida... O.o

Quando eu quero, eu quero mesmo, quando eu gosto é porque eu gosto mesmo, quando eu odeio eu tenho motivos pra isso... Sinceridade é tudo... Se eu não falo o meu corpo fala... E é isso... =/


Is it asking too much to be given time
To know these songs and to sing them
Is it asking too much of my vacant smile
And my laugh and lies that bring them
But as the stars are going out
And this stage is full of nothing
And the friends have all but gone
For my life my god I'm singing
We'll take our hearts outside
Leave our lives behind
I'll watch the stars go out...
Is it asking too much of my favorite friends
To take these songs for realIs it asking too much of my partner's hands
To take these songs real
Is it asking too much